write me a happy ending

dear myself who no longer a girl, not yet a woman,,,

i have so much to be thankful for..these few weeks have been full up with ups and downs, but mostly ups for sure.. ALLAH has been so good to me, to my life as well.

 now i can focus on my study and feel better yet confident with myself. love love love it! cant say enough about it. CLINICAL PRACTICE has been less that stellar ,but the evenings are devoted to stress free fun. i dont even let myself think about my frustrating day if i ever have once. with great friends around me, im working on a goal to better and better on the next day. 

the biggest thing i am thankful for is my friendship with my besties..they strengthen me in many ways , which build my confidence and stuff...  

thus, for the 1st time ever, i , the brand new Shakespeare write a poem, dedicate to my fellow friends:

             OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER END

 dear my goody girly cheeky CHUBBY girlfriends,

OMG im writing a poem entitled "our friendship  will never end",

and gosh, now your eyes tearing, your heart being touched,

what a pleasure to have me as your bestfriend

DAMN!

girlfriends, 

your teeth is yellowish, everybody's  familiar with,

but still sharing the same straw, we can bear with,

LANTAKLAH, because its a matter of inner-shine rather than impaired teeth,

hahhahah..dont worry you're always my bestfriends even if u lose ur teeth

alamak,

da xde idea plak,

ngantuk sgt lepas makan mee goreng mamak...daaaaaaaa

 

 

happy SARAH day and stuff..

today is sarah's birthday, ..hepy birthday to u girlfend..ni la kwn aku yg cari aku time susah je..tp aku stil syg die..see how nice i am..

from the bottom of sarah's heart, she always adore me..tq ae

sarah is at the LEFTest ..the ALBINO one

ok enough with sarah.(eh cam sket sgt plak cte pasal Sarah hehe, but enough is enough .HAPPY BIRTDAY SARAH..nah hadiah utk u

speechless wednesday

today cuti..no praktikal..and i was like yeaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy!!!

today's missions is to complete the assignments, but i just end up having a social visit to facebook and youtube..

working is so tiresome, so i rewarded myself lying down on the bed, reading magazines and doing some sorts of unstressed activities..

walaupon byk keje x siap and tgk org laen buat asssignment dgn tekunnye, i personally have nothing to be disappointed or jaded because im kind of person who holding on to a principle which is "the older u are, the wiser u'll be" malam ni i lagi tua, so the wiser i'l be and therefore, the easier for me to complete the assignmet..brilliant enough?

yes, there will always be a few chauvinist along the way u make it go, urgh! but they're always outshone by the rare gems that make u go. because im kind of special girl with outstanding personality..xde kaitan pon, tulis merapu je

bye!

i look at myself (in mirror la kan), instead of feeling useless, i sometimes proud of myself

the "good girl"version of myself..best cite ni! seyes rr

ASSALAMUALAIKUM
Me on the other side is a strong, yet independent girl..the"why-im-proud-of-myself" lists would go longer and longer if i make a proper one..but then i make it short..because im too humble..haha WADAHEL..here's the positive side of me:

1. Whenever i drive alone, i prefer not to waste my time to stop and ask directions. Better to drive round and round looking like i know where exactly im going...signboard kan banyak..boring ngan org yg selalu bg alasan x tahu jln..duhh
2. sometimes when i make a mistake, i cam miraculously chalk it up as a learning experience and even sleep soundly at night. 
3.  i live independently..g jumpe lecturer without a company, unlike other girls..( realy proud of myself)
4. im trying so hard to be a responsible  class leader even though i dont really enjoy seeing and discuss matters with lecturers. i inevitably facing these questions: to be liked or to be bitched by other students because i believe that certain people might have some major problems with my attitude/personality
5. i rarely fail to apologize whenever i make a mistake
6. i dont afraid to go to toilet alone at 2 or 3 am..im cool ha?
7. i personally love to help people ( nak suruh i anta g stesen bus blh je..i realy dont mind..what's the point to hv a car if u cannot help others..)
8. im not STINGY person.it feels good to offer candy/biscuit/mint to everyone in class... i realy hate those who are stingy..examples as follows:

• makan beskut dlm kelas..tp x offer pon kt kwn2..hey i bukan nak sgt beskut u, but then its actualy impolite to eat infront of others ..bese la kat kelas pagi2 kan..everybody is starving..kalo org laen nye beskut cepat je die mintak..
• kalo terpinjam duit die, 10 sen pon mintak..sekali sekala tu halal halal jela..
• i remember back mase i msk dgn one of my fren, i think it was instant macaroni cheese..but it turns out that out macaroni cheese x menjadi sgt..tp kitorang mkn je..da lapa sgt..time tu kitorang ade ajak sorang kwn mkn same2..die plak ade bawak nasi ngan lauk ikan kicap, sotong bagai...die end up mkn je nasi die depan2 kitorang tanpa offer sket pon..haha nak tegelak je i tgk die mkn..so childish..kot ye pon offer la sket kt kitorang..(xde la nak sgt pon tp come on la...macaroni ktorang u mkn plak..adoi, x pandai berbudi langsung)..

mkn beskut sowang2..dekut !

bye!