I'm sorry!

Last nite was the Most embrassing moment that ever happened to me..sob sob, doremong, plz let me borrow ur time machine..so that I can reverse the time to yesterday and fix everything..plzz,,i'l give u dorayaki in return...
Well it was at the swimming pool and...and ..and...should I write it here? Hmm..I don't think so..but to those friends who noticed it, I apologize for not being aware of what I'm wearing..I'm so sorry..a million sorry..I realized it, but then it's too late..I'm sorry again

He's going to be a naaaavyyyyyy

Every nite in my dreams
I see you
I feel you
That is how I know u go on
Near , far, wherever you are..(in extremely high pitch)
I believe that my heart will go on..
What the next lyric aa?

Enough enough !
I warn you I'm not Celine dion or Christina aguilera, but I can't help my beautiful voice when it comes to singing..really sorry for dat

Btw, I just woke up, and I was a in a decent mood..hmmm..for about 30 seconds..
All the memories with ' a-navy-to-be'came flooding in my mind like a massive tidal wave..why on earth I still thinking of him? He was a total jerk that I must get rid of..yes I have to be strong!!! But then I'm thinking to give him a bouquet of roses that I can order from Sarah, just to congrats him on his graduation day..next couple weeks from now..

i want to bomb those who design the navy's uniform..if they dont hv this kind of  uniform, i wont fall in love with N (not  his real name)

No! No! I shouldn't..y should i give him something while he the one who hurt me b4? and y make someone ur priority while he just make u as an option..? Yes! Dats pretty much awesome decision...remain silent and act like nothing ever happened,,

Ok now stop thinking about that.What I really want to do now is to crawl deep under my "looney tunes"comforter and hide there for the rest of the day..do not disturb!!!!!!!!!!

A letter to barbie dolls..

Assalamualaikum ..
dear babrie dolls,
New sem just taking place, and it's me with broken heart writing from uia Kuantan just to let u girls know that I'm not doing awesome here..well, the moment I'm writing dis, I'm in the middle of 'sectional anatomy' session paying no attention at all..
It's not I'm naughty or wat, but it just I'm not feeling well today, running nose, sore throat, fewer really worsen my day...sob sob...sob..sob and sob again..I'm not crying but then I'm trying to prevent something flowing out of my nose..( u know practically what I'm doing..remember i mentioned running nose just now?)sound gross I know, but it just me..hehe..

Barbie dolls,
I wish u r here,share all the joy and laughter together..I miss our high school, where only girls there,laughing, gossiping, backbiting, hugging, jumping, watching Korea together..even sleeping pon same2, but we're not lesbIan..don't we? Erk, nauzubillah..those were the sweetest moment that ever happen to me..to u girls as well..
But , it was 5 years ago, we now growing older and older each and everyday, where things seem to be very different..but then, just one thing remain the same, our FRIENSHIP..
I miss u dear friends..n hopefully our friendship won't fade away..

me, MIAMI BEACH and handsome Volleyballers

last couple days ago, i went to MIAMI beach, went with a lil girl (the girl next door that i borrowed from her parents)...it takes 2 hours driving from my house in MANHATTAN elite..
  well, i got a chronic brain death, so i need a different atmosphere,,so going to a beach must b perfect..

we're in MIAMI BEACH yaw!!..owh but wait!..i forgot to bring along my superb sexy Dolce & Gabana swimsuit..ouchh!

 a few mins after arriving. something attracted my attention..there were a number of guys playing volleyball..hmm, they were pretty cute anyway...

CUTE ha??

but then when i study them personally, it proves my theory that there's always at least ONE seriously  mentally WEIRDO in every group of guy. one of them slalu jer korek hidung ..errkk, disgusting!

 wel, the rest were awes0me...playing like an expert . there was one out of these guys came and sat near the GIANT BATU (where i was sitting, reading my novel),  he was so cool i think,,it was like i FALLING in love ..but i dont think he noticed me staring at him..(im not realy staring at him..tgk sket2 je..gatai nye aku..soo???) hmm probably his shAggy, wavy hair is FOREVER falling into his eyes, or another make sense answer will be ,bcoz he just saw me like a ZOMBI  in cheap lipgloss..so he rather stare to a death frog than to look at my face..owh i can say he looks like JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE

then those guys continue to play volleyball when there were 2 "kampung girls wearing baby-T with hijab" came out of nowhere..at first.i dont realy noticed them, but they were like "scared-of-balls" girls..its so annoying to see them..its not that im jealous or anyting but their attitude is so sick and driving me nauseas..seriously they're prissy girls who scream hysterically whenever a ball comes near them..

it could be just every ball i guess...basketball, tennis ball,baseball, football, or even meatball n fish ball.they just scream when the ball comes near them.."arhgh" in nassaly PARIS HILTON'S voice..i wondered if they were realy scared of the ball, y they keep goofy around those guys! im totally sick to watch these two drama girls flirting and giggling to attract the guys!! eww..u looks cheap girls!! plz dont act that way, respect ur body plzzzz ..!!

Even thought i felt nausea, i just kept watching those 2 girls..and out of sudden, it was raining, heavy raining! as i try to make a move, i recognised that faint aroma of Snuggle fabric softener, Axe body spray and red licorice. i looked up and was suprised and sligly embrassed to see "Justin- timberlake-guy" standing there hoding an umbrella over me.:

"u ok?" he asked..but i didnt answer.. then he extended his hand. i just looked at it and sighed. if i sat down on curb in the cold rain much longer, i'd probably end up dying of PNEUMONIA. i grabbed hold of his hand and he slowly pulled me up.i could not believe we were doing this stupid little scene all over again..HOW PATHETIC!.. but guys, PART INI HANYA REKAAN SEMATA2 JE..HAHAHA..xde sape2 pon dtg kt saye..xde pon scene ni..hehe..

so as a conclusion, dis entry is  mainly  a reminder to every girl, including me,, plz do not act that way just to attract guy's attention..u will only fool urself ok??? im yg pompuan ni pon menyampah tgk, how bout guys?? i have no idea then..just act cool like me k walaupon nampak laki2 ensem..cool je.k.remain silent..

QUOTE:

 YOU CAN BE A CHICKEN OR A CHAMPION

THE CHOICE IS YOURS!

terima kasih sbb jemput saye..thanx a lot

 once upon time, in the unwell-known kingdom, there was a little girl who wanted to marry a prince. but he would have to be a real prince. she traveled the journey of her life to find a real one, but nowhere could she get what she wanted. there were prince enough, but it was difficult to find out whether they were real ones.she was sad, for she would have liked very much to have a real prince

one morning, a terrible storm came on: there was thunder and lightning, and the rain poured down in torrents, suddently a "beep beep" sound was heard from her handphone, a message received, and that girl went to read it."mari la jale raye umah man,ade wat makan ni,man berharap sgt kalo sue dpt dtg" err geli

that girl suddenly felt like fainting to read the msg. "HE could be my prince" she taught.."i must come!" plus she wanted to check out whether or not there will be another prince in that castle..sape tahu prince2 laen lg ensem..ehehe..

so the girl went to the castle, went with her nieces .dressed up in her febulos evening dress, in her extremely high wedges, drove her orange GEN2..70KM/J..enough for her..since she just passed her driving test..

15 mins driving. here she was..the kingdom of kubang golok..omg! wat a surprise..it looks like kampung..seriously..the cows, the sheeps, and the goats are everywhere..how can it will be a castle here?

but who cares, she believed there will be a real prince waiting for her in a huge, classic elegant castle..

but wait!..err what she just saw is a number of boys standing outside of a house, err some were sitting, while eating someting..

barbie dolls!! are they a real prince???...err...i believe they dont..dont they??? they are not prince rite?? they didnt look like a prince..bcoz they are not!no they are not!...they just a few frens of mine that i barely know..JIMAY, FATAN, YUSRI, FIRDAUS, err sape lagi eh?? xingat da...

there are not prince k..they just BOYS out of nowhere..i can say there are notty boys, whom loves to make jokes, eventhough they are not fiunny..tp gelak je la kan,..

k..sekian !

price from bukhingam palace

thats all gamba yg sy ade..thanx for inviting me..thanx jmay..and sory if u guys x suke saye  publish ur pic..but, ever since its a profile pic from fb, i believe kamu sume x marah..ok..c ya next raye..insyaalah